kala hati sedang gundah

kalo hati gw lagi gak jelas..
gak tau kenapa selalu aja ada hasrat buat nangis...
hiks :'(
...

tahun ini tahun yang berat...
tahun penuh duka..
juga suka pastinya...
ditambah kegiatan bejibun.. lengkaplah semua nya...

berantem ma nyokap, temen...
sibuk ke rumah temen, ke tempat les , ke gereja...
belajar belajar belajar...
marah, nagis, ketawa, cemberut...

gw suka bingung kenapa ..
kenapa terkadang gw lemah banget..
i know that no ONE is perfect...
tapi,,
betapa ceria nya gw di sekolah..
betapa ngelawaknya gw di tempat les..
betapa heboh nya gw kalo bareng2 ama anak2 SMA,,,

tapi... disaat yang gak tepat waktunya gw jadi sosok yang lemah...
nangis...

I HATE CRY
VERY HATE
VERY VERY VERY VERY HATE...

gw gak suka...
karena itu berarti gw gak bisa...
gw gak bisa nerima kenyataan yang ada,,, dan
1 tetes air mata,, bagi gw itu amat sangat berharga...
dibanding APAPUN....

Kalo lagi bete banget,,
paling gw main gitar ato piano...
nulis2 di blog ato diary...
nonton DVD..
makan! COKLAT! that's make me better!

gw bakal kasih potongan lirik lagu yang mesti kudu harus wajib and MUST di denger...

westlife - close

You give me strength

You give me hope
You give me someone to love someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been this close

westlife - my love

So I say a little prayer

And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my loveSo I say a little prayer

And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love

westlife - swear it again

I'm never gonna say goodbye

cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
and I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
and I swear it all over again
all over again

afgan - i.l.u

Love You, Baby I Do

I Never Find Someone Like You
I Love U Yess I Still Do*
Better or Worst I Will Be There
Yes I'll Be There For You

mymp - especially for you

Especially for you

I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you


hmmm...
i wanna hear this everyday...
make my feel better,,,
:")